Feel Better

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-Riff-
 
Verse 1:
                   Em
I don't wanna feel better
                    G
No one's ever gonna love me like that again
                  Am  
I don't wanna get over you
                       B7
I wanna sit with you in bed
 

                  Em
I don't wanna feel better
                     G
I'd give anything to miss you again
                  Am  
I don't wanna get over it
                       B7
I wanna get under it instead
 
Verse 2:
    G
The book sits on top of clean and messy blankets
     Em
On a bed that xxxxin' creaks at night
 
When I get in it late
            G
And late at night I'm chugging Gatorade
                                       Em
And someone's breaking up when I crack up
 
Because I know I'll never know just what to say
 

      G
I'm a communist, a terrorist
 
An mpdg thot
         Bm7
'round a sad girl in a dorm room
                                        G
Living out the shady Christian plot of "Twilight"
 
Or "The Bible" or "The lover" by Duras
               D7
Where I'm just really xxxxin' selfish
 
And really xxxxin' lost
 
Chorus:
            C
But someone loved me
                Bm7
Someone xxxxing loved me
                G
Someone xxxxing loved me
                         B7
And I xxxxin' loved them too
                  C
Goddamn it, I was worth something
          Bm7
I xxxxin' learned something
 

         G
I had my cake
 
I ate it
   Gb     F
It ate me too
        Em
And god no
 

Spoken:
                   -Riff-
I don't wanna feel better
 
 Sharp breathing 
                    Em
-I don't wanna feel better-
                      G
-I'd give anything to miss you again-
                   Am  
-I don't wanna get over it-
                   B7
-I wanna rip it to shreds-
 
Verse 3:
            G
We kept our liquor in a suitcase
 
Underneath my bed
       Em
And we drank it to go out or to stay in or to feel sad
         G
But in a hot way, a way you’ll xxxxing never have again
    Em
The sun has begin to set
 

      G
I’m a socialist, marxist, libertarian slut
        Bm7
I am an awkward teenage virgin and I swear to kind of laugh a lot in bed
          G
But other times I cry, or don’t have noise at all
            D7
I’d give my life to have a room that feels that small
 
Chorus:
               C
'Cause someone loved me
                Bm7
Someone xxxxing loved me
                G
Someone xxxxing loved me
             B7
I loved them too
                  C
Goddamn it, I was worth something
          Bm7
I xxxxin' earned something
        G
I had a right to die
 
a right to live
  D7
a right to choose, too
        G
And God no!
 

Spoken:
 
Of course, I don't wanna feel better  Laugh 
                 Em
Can you xxxxing imagine?
 
Interlude:
   Em    Am   B7
   G     Am   B7
   Em
 
Verse 4:
 
No one's ever gonna love me like that again
                  Am  
I don't wanna get over it
                B7
I wanna rip the stars to shreds
                   Em
I don't wanna feel better
 
-Riff-
 
   G
Of course it hurt
 
Of course it xxxxin' hurt
             Em
It hurt like nothing in the world sometimes
                       G Gb
That I was super scared
                  G
And we were all a train-wreck
 
And also somehow making it
                   Em
I think I might've died there twice
 
And I would do it all again
 

      G
I'm a nihilist, a soldier, an OCD-machine
         Bm7
Or I'm a healthy baby-girl
 
Who traded sunshine for disease
            G
But when my head hit my cheap pillow
 
I could tell I had a heart
            D7
And I wanna tear this fascist Milky Way apart
 
Chorus:
               C
'Cause someone loved me
                Bm7
Someone xxxxin' loved me
              G                             B7
All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew
                  C
Goddamn it, I was worth something
          Bm7
I xxxxin' learned something
            G                                  B7
And it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food
 
Interlude: Em
 
Bridge:
 
I guess I loved you
 
I guess I really loved you
Bm7           G
All my filthy life I loved someone I barely knew
    Em              G
And now you're over there
 
And I'm way over here
        B7      Em
What am I gonna do?
 
Interlude -x5-: Em Bm7
 
Verse 5:
                   Em
I don't wanna feel better
                    Bm7
No one's ever gonna love me like that again
                  Em
I don't wanna get over you
                        Bm7
I wanna sit with you in bed
 

                   Em       Bm7
I don't wanna feel better
                    Em      Bm7
-I don't wanna feel better-